So it is. My especial day has come. Happy birthday to me! People ask me what would i like to get as a present, all I can say is “her beside me” in that way i thought it would be instead of the way i wish it could be. Today, exactly in this day would be the day that i also celebrate love, our love, our first kiss, our first strong hug, the first night. The first time she look at me as she could see right through my soul, the moment i look at her and think that she was so special, so pretty, a rebel angel in this arms of mine. Suddenly the taste of life does not feel the same. Time has change! The jokes don’t make me laugh anymore. I guess things are not the same. Not without her.