Last Thought/Thank You

I ear the claps
I see the vows
The curtain is closing
Its time to leave the stage
The weasels so load
The voices shout
But In a blink of a eye
I´m by my own gazing the sky
Was it all in my head?
All that happened, what it was instead?
It turns my world in little pieces
Come from the darkness to make me his victim
Nothing I was I will I ever be
Once more I walk the lone road again
To take my learn lessons to someone else
But always wanting you…

This is my last post. So I just wanna say a quick “Thank you” to everyone that had followed me.
For any like any commentary and every quick look on my posts, I thank you.
I´ve started this Blog just to take out of my mind all that I was thinking and to put my creativity to work.
So I thank you all for your support and true opinion about all my thoughts.

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Broken…

How to mend a broken heart?
How to make things work?
When your world is tumbling down
How to hold on and move on?
You could blame other person
You can hate how things change
You can even say it’s Destiny’s fault
But nothing of that would make it better
you can read it on tarot cards
Delivered your palms for some faith
Some therapy to take it out your mind
But can any of that make this right?
No science cant explain that pain inside
When you see her in front of your eyes
Even the gentle persons would get anxious
Just by hearing her tone getting out her mouth
When the air gets hard too inhale
And the silence is just to loud too bear
Her face it’s all you wanna to see
But you can’t reach her she chose to be free
You keep on looking for a purpose
Try to run but your feet drag on the floor
You keep moving to find a motive
But your mind keeps coming back to her
While you avoid shed tears
She´s moving on hearing cheers
And you heart break for every time
That stories of her goes into your mind
You can run away and change city
Have a new work to make you busy
Even far away you can’t hide forever
Cause when you are alone the scars burn more
People end up doing things out of desperation
Being with someone trying to replace memories
Try too acting like someone that they are not
And that’s a situation that only can damage you further
Everybody talks about time that it can heal
But only makes you think of what could’ve been
Even the person with must knowledge in the world
Would lost words cause some scars they never close
No one really knows how too get through it
And the struggle goes on for the one you love
And no one you’ll know would ever take her place
Because when you’re really in love nothing is ever the same…

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Linger

Sometimes things change place.
People, feelings even bad karma.
But in the midst of two, everything is possible.
Between mistakes and wrong turns, memories prevail.

Touch #6

“The point where all things were possible. The moment when a choice was made, or an action taken. The breath inhaled before a first step forward. And the most lasting chain reactions that are started by those moments and actions and choices… are always the ones that are started by love”

You…

So close
And yet so far
You couldn’t stop
Breaking my heart
There’s no sun
Only raining days
And cloudy nights
Sense you gone away
There’s no air
Only hope inside
That’s what I’m breathing
Sense you leave my side
You take my world
Turn it upside down
You take my knowledge
There are only doubts now
I knock your door
But you never answer
You take my words
Turn them to silence
I try so hard
To make you understand
I would give my all
Just to be your man
You turn my song
Make me hated
You make what I adore
In something I can’t take it
Pride feels the air
Vanish just by your name
Strength beneath my skin
Disappear when I see your face
I know you well
But I love you better
Just going through hell
You got me shattered
I pick my mind
And lost it in the stars
I’m so busy every time
But you get in and sublime
I just miss you
Like the sun misses the moon
And Like jack needs sally
All I need is you

Stars…

I’m sad because we lost the simple things we had.
Cause we could be stronger and reach out again
We were different and no one was ever that attuned
Now we can’t even enjoy the simple things like staring the stars.

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Miss You…

I miss you in my chest
When you lay down your head and rest
I miss you on my arms
When they were around you to keep you warm
I miss our movie nights
The ones you end up fall a sleep all the time
I miss that train
That I used to take speeding up back to you
I miss the hours
We used to spend in bed all day doing whatever
I miss the nighttime
I awake by your side and smile knowing the luck that you where mine
I miss your laugh
While you make the world smile you make the world a little better
I miss your trust
When I was the one you came to tell about all you troubles
I miss the heart race
That you make me feel when your body was close to mine
I miss the working nights
That you wait for me in home with arms wide open
I miss your craziness
How you could surprise me when I thought no one could ever do it
I miss your cooking
Although you say that was not perfect was always perfect to me
I miss your voice
How it make everything better even when it´s not at all
I miss your tenderness
When you kiss my arms and you tell that you adore me
I miss your kiss
Was always so perfect always so attach on mine
I miss your morning calls
That you call me up to awake me just so you won´t be the only
I miss your aroma
That always makes me felt like home when you were with me
I miss our pictures
Where you give that huge smile to the camera. It´s enough to make me smile
I miss you in my sheets
When I see you spread all over the bed almost with no room for me
I miss the mornings
Were I see you open your eyes and I give you breakfast in bed
I miss your eyes
The moments we stay face too face with no words spoken just eyes talking
I miss your love
Dam! I miss all of you..

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Pictures…

Still have it all, my camera is full of it. Memories recorder of who we were. From the first one we take, you with my t-shirt on in the first time we seen our first movie, till the one we taste the first summer ice cream in the garden sitting on a bench talking about everything. And miss it all so bad.
I was always taking pictures trying to mark the moment; because I didn’t wanted to miss a thing. And I play like a book of memories all the photos so I can remember how perfect we were. And it’s like dream I don’t wanna wake up cause all I wanted is to live those moments all over again. Now I’m in this nightmare I call reality where I don’t wanna be.
I catch one and see your smile and simply it cheer me up. in another with that crazy curly hair doing funny things to me, I got this amazing picture with real close pleasing face, suddenly it´s like a spear go through my heart while I spot the picture we take kissing each other. Dam these memories. And it’s true your beauty It’s still incredible and it still perplexes me. I wish we could sit down and talk about it; we could just laugh of what we’ve done and start a new leaf to our story book. So I’m missing what we had. So I’m living in this pictures, I’m happy when they are in my hands, I’m living in the memories cause the frames already fall down. It’s all in my mind cause you aren’t here anymore and if you choose too be with someone else, that’s a picture I just don’t wanna own.

Our First Night…

I remember just like it was yesterday
I invite you to go out at night again
And you say No one more time
But then suddenly change your mind
You say lets go and all I did was smile
Going to pick you at work all seems fine
I look at you and you seem so beautiful I got blind
But no expectations where crossing my mind
Just you and me having a good time
Pass through a bar that seems right
We talk about life and past relationships
I say my instant and fool jokes and you smile
While you smile I get daze by it
And your laugh makes me fall a little further
Our conversations they get interesting
We got so much in common on the way of think
I no longer see just how beautiful you are
But also that attractiveness beneath your scars
And I never knew who closed we´ve been
We got the same story that makes us bent
But as we see it it´s time to go
You got to catch the last subway home
But something screams inside of me
And I ask you “can’t you stay”?
You smile and say “Yes, why not”
The first train it´s too late in the morning
Let’s keep talking like there´s no tomorrow
It´s funny as we take back to the streets
I see an exercise magician friend of mine
I ask him to show you a few magic tricks
And I got amazed of how you behave
You laugh and smile taken by surprise
Like a 5years old children on his birthday
And I just stood there looking at you
Seeing you so happy and amazed by it
I never saw someone so alive like you
Enjoying the simple things in live
When I thought there was no one like you
I just find you and that leaves me with no words
So we step on a new bar playing good songs
We get some drinks and keep talking along
Here we are face to face and it´s funny
It´s like I know you a long time like forever
We are two lost souls in a lost world
With a pain so hide inside us we can’t even see
Little by little we talk more with the eyes
We got both cell phones on the table
I just pick yours and start playing with it
You beat me up I taunt you up
We got interrupted by some sells man
And just cross my mind to buy something to remember
You chose a litter that´s present till today
I release deep breaths as I look at you
You show your smile at the stupid things I do
We stay like no one else is present
But it is already the bar closing time
We exit to the streets having fun
No one is around the streets are empty
Like a stage the world it´s ours to act
You mock me with my phone on your hand
I provoke you to be careful of what you do
Then chemistry revolves me and you
I grab you trying to take my phone
You laugh and tease me even more
I tickle you till you lose your concentration
I grab you till you fall down and I giggle
You run away and smile like your winning
I got you against the wall trap against me
Got your hands and your body next to mine
We are just tired and yet laughing
But the heart beats faster and faster
We are cheek to cheek taking deep breaths
But in my mind something tells to not kiss you
And I let you go one more time
But you just play me and stick the tongue out
I grab you up in the air and lay you down
But as I try to restrain you I look at you
Both smiles are gone and just boost me
 I kiss you and grab you hair
You kiss me back and pull my head
Has we end we laugh even more
We are lying right on the middle of the street
I pick you up and my lips run to yours
And although I never did it in the past
It feels so familiar like we’ve been here before
How we shake hands and how we kiss
May sound strange but seems so natural
We end our night on corner of a street
Offer you my jacket and arms to keep you warm
Just stood there gaze at the stars
And the rest of the romance
It´s only for us to reminisce…

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Speechless…

I can talk all day about music
Tell you about huge song and lyrics you can identify with
I can talk all day about movies
Tell you what I thing it’s the great interpretations and witch ones gets under your skin
I can talk all day about traveling
The places I love to see and people should go once in a lifetime
I can talk all day about human values
That everybody should respect each other and what´s the essentials in life
I can talk all night about love
And tell the crucial things to do so you don’t end up all alone
I can talk all night about relationships
How sometimes is a mess and how I take almost thirty years just to find a special girl
I can talk all night about friendship
How only few end up revealing your true friends and how important they are
I can talk all night about life
How it spins around and leaves you on the ground and you have to be strong to stand up
I can talk all day about mistakes
How some can take you out if track but you can do your best to emend that
I can talk all day about the web
Show you the links and videos I think you haven see it yet
I can talk all night about dreams
How you lose them and you got to be strong and keep moving on
I can talk all night about emotions
How you can’t truly control them and all you can do is your most to accept them
But when it comes to you
There are no words that came through. Nothing I have heard or learn can really describe you..
I just stand there… Speechless!

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Letter to Him…

Hello there
You probably don’t know me
Probably just ear a little about me
But that doesn’t really matter at all
I don’t know you
And I don’t even know your name
But what it´s written here is for you
This means only one thing
It means you are where I once was
With her by your side
I would trade everything in the world
To be where you are currently
I would give all I am and have
But that don’t matter right now
If you are with her that means a lot
She is not like anyone you´ll know
And I don’t need to know who you are
Because I know she will rock your world
At the first point if you are reading this
It means that you two are together
It implies she see in you someone special
It means she think in you
That you end up being not just anyone
You change her heart you made her happy
And believe me when I told you she deserves it
She went through so much in the past
The other guys she had didn’t know
The unique kind of woman she really is
And I’m not afraid to call them fools
I’m going to tell you something as a man
I know mans always got that need for space
How much we may love her
Everyone needs their private place
And we are not that different
So if you ever feel that way tell her
You´ll see how amazingly compressive she can be
And even if she don’t ask you that
Give her that same space back
She got a life before she met you
And yes family is one of them
It´s amazing how close up they are
And I know it´ll make you think in a family with her
She loves the honest laughs
Too listening to her rock music out loud
Too smile without any concern
And too be embraced when she´s a sleep
She is a fighter she says what’s on her mind
But you know some things she will hide
Things she will think as weakness
Loving someone it´s hurt full
And sometimes she may not show
Cause she already lost that much
But love her with all that you have
Love her with your mind and heart
Be yourself and she will be at ease
She is a rock star and exotic
A stylish woman and yet so simple
She sexy from head to toes
The one you should give your best to hold
She will take pictures of you two
And she will have one picture of you near
Take you to any familiar dinner she´ll go
And introduce you to everyone with a smile
I know she got that attitude
That really strong attitude
She may sometimes put herself first
Although she isn’t perfect she´s so worthy
There´s only a few women like her
But Honesty no one can truly compare
So before you make the mistakes I made
Think about all the things she did for you
Being there when you need the must
Taking care of you when you need it
Loving you and only you on her mind
It is the kind of love every man dream on
Do your best so you won’t end up like me
Cause she is worth living…

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